I lie awake as current events of Ukrainian invasion has become a reality. My heart hurts for the world and the threat of Russians and Ukrainians fighting. A group of people that share a rich history, cultures, families across borders and torn apart. This is not just a region at war, I fear the implications of the larger world involvement with NATO, EU, and Russia-China backing. While I watch the news, frustrated already with reaction. Sanctions in place, Ukrainians begging for action from their allies. Ukrainian President posted a nationalistic video, including international promises, and pride in a promising outcome for Ukraine. Putin is making moves, where will the line be drawn. Thinking back to WWII aftermath and the Iron Curtain, and the west’s “assignment” of lines drawn, the growing power of the USSR and entering the Cold War. The call to democratic independence and embrace of western economic principles and ideals. Is this a representation of mistaken or misunderstood history, or authoritarian prowess. I can tell you from my love of the Russian people, instilled from when I studied years of Russian history concentration in college, that the Russian people are not in line with a mass invasion. I find it hard to fathom that anyone, American or Russian wishes for this outcome. The Russian and Ukrainian people are one. Kyiv, the capital of Ukraine now faces air strikes as the air raid warnings sound. Biden calls this move unprovoked and condemns it, severe sanctions are being levied. But is that enough. I would imagine Putin envisions a reunited Soviet state, will invade Belarus and later the Baltic states of Estonia, Latvia and Lithuania. I am saddened this evening of the implications of what may come. My husband is about to retire from the military, I hope there is no Stop Loss-Stop Movement applied before then in the midst of a potential larger conflict.

In the midst of this worldwide conflict, I am involved in a Community training currently, called the Center for Council. A training driven by listening, creating this circles or councils, as a way to improve a conversation or conflict through stories. Through words and listening. It cannot come at a better time. What I have learned so far is the power and effectiveness of these councils. How I can apply it to my daily life. As I watch, torn apart, I am confronted in the strength of these people I have crossed paths with during this training. A group of people coming together with commonality for progress, change and peace. Can peace be achieved through these listening circles. I believe it. I don’t have the answers. But I am still calm. I am at peace knowing that there are alternatives. But will peace prevail, only time will tell. Aggressive action is not what is needed. Understanding history and coming together to dis-engage. It might be a bridge to far now. But I beg of the world to try.

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