All Aboard Sarah’s crazy train today. It started as a typical day. Waking up early to get the kids ready for school and myself off to work on time. I spent the normal hours in the office. Left work in time to barely pick the kids up and be on time for all of our dental cleaning checkups. Finished that with barely enough time to change, and was off to Lacrosse practice and pictures after practice. I came home after 8pm. Tired and still on the train. Hubby prepared an amazing meal of jumbalaya. I instantly felt better, not only because it was the first meal I had ate, but instantly when I return home , everything is better. I can separate that outside part and leave it at the door. Maybe I am compartmentalizing everything else. Maybe I just genuinely feel relief with that separation. I am currently relaxed and laying on the couch, with Chloe Dog keeping my toes warm. I am at peace and enjoying a few moments of rest. I hope that I can continue this to Re center and refocus at the end of the day, Now I am alert, and feeling that I tumbled safely off the never ending train before it crashed. I am feeling relatively well, I even broke out a new journal today, to document these feelings as I embark on a new journey. One where I put myself first and focus on keeping well. Tomorrow the girls have the day off for the CLay Co. Fair Day. Looking forward to spending the day home with the girls…and spending time with me.

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