Today I had a really long and exhausting day. Which normally would have been a mundane mid week check in on a Wednesday night. Today I was released from the hospital after being hospitalized for psychiatric reasons. Prior to this I had a nearly 11 year stretch since my last hospitalization in 2012. I was careful, aware, yet I was struggling internally. I finally enacted a motion to get myself checked in and safe at the hospital on 4.28.23. There I sat… for several days under medical observation.
I am still not 100 percent, as I am trying to give myself time to adjust and get back to the normal life. This will be short and sweet. I heard today from someone special… that “failure is not an option.” I truly believe that to my core. It did strike me some kind of way. I will continue working to get 100 percent and in shape mentally. For now I will go rest for the night and remember that I AM a sexy beast .
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I’m really proud of you. I hope things get less chaotic so you can maintain routine, clarity, and be able to focus on all the good goals you have for yourself and that your kids have for themselves. I’ve never seen you as unsuccessful; you are a leader and inspiration.
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Thank you Paige :)
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