The holidays are always a whirlwind here with the Grants. Now in Orange Park, Florida it is a balmy 65 degrees. Everyone is in good health, with some viruses looming the previous few days. Presents are wrapped, cookies are baked and decorated. Jason being retired now, having him home and not deployable gives us a sense of peace. The girls are on winter break from school, as are Mom and dad. Having us all together, with a few days off from the hustle and bustle of the work and caseload visits, I feel relaxed, grateful, and at peace.
Today is Christmas Eve 2023. As I type the girls and I are snuggled up watching Christmas movies. Later on we will attend the Children’s evening mass. Early bedtime for the girls as they await Santa’s arrival.
Lately my own mental health is rather spectacular. I had some difficulties at times as a muddled through the fall semester for grad school. My moods are even, medicine is working wonderfully. Sleep is consistent and restful. In fact having less to do during the day has proved to be cumbersome. I find myself idly looking at my phone, shock myself and change gears to be present with my little girls and hubby. I still have moments or durations of panic or anxiety, but they are more manageable moments. Using my coping techniques I am less to zero reliant on my anxiety med to get me through. As this year draws to a close, I am delighted to be surrounded by family. The Christmas season is upon us, I am beyond blessed to be here enjoying the holidays.
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